[M]y father worked for a bank, the Hongkong and Shanghai Banking Corporation, … in Asia, except for a two-year spell in Hamburg where I was born. ….
He came to hate his job but he stayed at it for 30 years. …. He made the bargain many people make, of trading their days for financial security. The happy ending was supposed to come when he took early retirement, aged 53. He was ready to live on the proceeds of the generous bank pension scheme he had helped to set up. Instead, with horrible suddenness, he died of a heart attack, aged 57. That taught me more than any words ever could about the need to live for today, and about the profound truth of Seamus Heaney’s elegy to Robert Lowell: “The way we are living/ timorous or bold,/ will have been our life.”
It would be too glib, not a hundred per cent true, to say that my father’s career as a banker was what made me a writer. But it would be slightly true, and it was certainly the case that his work as a banker made me see that the trade-offs people make between their work and their lives are often badly skewed. Security is a complicated idea, and one with an immense potential to trap us – that was one lesson I learnt from my father.
John Lanchester, “Can money set you free?”. Financial Times, 30 January 2010.
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The essay is interesting throughout. Here is another excerpt:
[T]he arrival of the e-book could make the book business resemble the music business, if customers believe that books should be free. That would be the end of the world for serious writers, who are not performers and who can’t earn a living giving concerts and selling T-shirts. Nobody knows how this is going to play out.
Journalist John Lanchester (1962-) lives in London. He is author of three novels and a memoir (Family Romance, 2007). His latest book is about the financial crisis. In the UK it is titled Whoops!: Why Everyone Owes Everyone and No One Can Pay (Allen Lane, 2010), and in the US I.O.U.: Why Everyone Owes Everyone and No One Can Pay (Simon & Schuster, 2010).
